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Monday, January 26, 2009

My baby boy has a permit

Well he passed his test and has his permit. Me and him are now joined at the hip. He drives me everywhere and will until July 23 that's when he gets the real thing. He is doing alot better than i thought. But of course he is driving me crazy with the let's drive stuff. I let him drive to school this morning,that is what i was most afraid of. There are alot of cars, plus it is raining but he did great. Maybe this will not be as hard as i thought.

Friday, January 23, 2009

been awhile

Well,let's see. Leann my sister is going to go to rehab next month. It is court ordered so she has no choice. I am trying to hang in there until then. Wish me luck. For now I am working on teaching my son to drive He is getting his permit. I am scared. And alittle sad, I don't want him to grow up.

Friday, January 9, 2009

i want to scream........loudly

OK so i went to the probation with my crazy ass sister yesterday, looks like she is going to go to rehab!!!!!!!thank the Lord. she goes back on Tuesday and they will let her know. She needs something, she has been staying with me and it is driving me crazy. We all know i love clean, I get off on cleaning. It is my favorite thing to do. My sister, not so much. She picks up nothing ever. My house is trashed and it is her fault. How hard is it to pick up your crap. She has a son, he is 5 right now he is with his daddy in St.Louis. she keeps wanting to bring him here,but deal is she doesn't need him right now. She is going to go away for at least 6 months. She has issues and needs to deal with them first. And She Has NO HOUSE> she is sleeping on my couch where would he sleep?????leave him where he is being taken care of, get your shit together and then maybe. Know what really pisses me off, I have a broke ass knee cap, it hurts, i can't hardly walk and you sleep on my couch, eat, takes showers, and don't bother helping me pick shit up.HELLO, i realize she is an addict and doesn't have the resources to feel for others but come on.Tuesday can't get here fast enough. I have dealt with her crap forever now and i am tired. she treats all this like it is a joke, I mean who autographs thier mug shot and makes copies for everyone at work? I have tired to tell her i was finished with riding her roller coaster life but hell, i can't seem to get off. I don't know how to fix her, and i am tired of trying? Does anyone else know what it is like living with an addict? If so i could use some advice on how to pratice tough love.

Monday, January 5, 2009

Oh My God,really

Today is only the 6th day of 2009. So far Friday night about midnight i fell and broke my knee cap. Saturday morning i get a call my sister has been arrested. She has a pill problem. She is already on felony probation.so who know what will happen maybe prison,I praying for rehab. I spent all day Sunday at the jail waiting for them to release her after we posted bond it took them 7 hours. remember i have a broke knee cap and was not supposed to be walking around but i had too. This morning my kids went back to school and Trent was not happy about it. We had ww3 at the house this morning. of course my sister is staying here because she got kicked out of her house. She went to work this morning but she may be fired. It all went down on her lunch break. she was buying pills from somebody and someone knew and told on her the cops were waiting for her so as soon as she pulled out of the parking lot they got her. If this is any foresight into how my year will go,I am in serious trouble.